Assignment Sunnydale
Calle Dybedahl
The window shatters in a cloud of glass fragments. Blood spatters all
over the red-haired girl's white shirt.
"Your shirt..." the blonde girl between the window and the redhead
says, before she falls to the floor. The redhead rushes towards her
lover, her face transforming with shock.
"Tara?" she says, pulling her head into her lap. "Tara? Baby?"
There is no reaction.
"Baby, come on!" she says, desperation breaking her voice. "Get up!"
But her baby is still. Below her, blood stains the carpet.
Tears are trickling down the redhead's face. She cradles the blonde's
head in her arms. She rocks back and forth, mumbling half-felt
unbelieving negations that nobody hears.
She hunches down further, and suddenly it occurs to her that she's not
feeling her lover's breath. Her beloved isn't breathing.
In her mind, something snaps.
She uncurls, looks straight up, seeing nothing. Her eyes are solid
black. A faint red spark appears deep within the blackness. Quickly,
so quickly, it swells, making her eyes glow brilliant pain-red.
Magical forces gather around her. The air thickens, waves of power
rippling through it. Barbarous names pour forth from the redheaded
girl's throat, ancient and powerful names that hasn't been spoken for
eons. She's working from instinct. She's not thinking at all. The many
reasons that the names are never spoken don't occur to her. She wants
her baby back. The forces gain substance. Lines of darkness
dance around the girl. Just a moment more. Just a moment more, and
she'll release them. Release them, and they'll bring her beloved back
to her again.
Before she can speak the final word, a hand covers her mouth.
The lines of darkness scatter and disperse. The red-headed girl turns
her head. A blonde woman in a blue dress is crouching behind her. Even
crouched, she looks tall. Her eyes are glowing a cold sapphire blue.
Slowly, she takes her hand from the redhead's tear-streaked
face.
"You don't want to do that, dear," she says.
"But I must bring her back! I did it before!"
The woman in blue sits down and pulls the girl to her. The dead girl
falls from the living girl's lap, lies still on the carpeted floor.
"No, you didn't," the woman says. "Not really. Not her." As
she says it, her eyes glow brighter for a moment.
The redheaded girl collapses against the woman in blue and starts
crying desperately, with huge lung-tearing sobs. The woman holds her
in her arms, calmly doing her best to give comfort.
The gun fires once, twice and, after a second, a third time. A window
breaks. A thin blonde girl lies bleeding on the grass. A young man is
kneeling over her, staring in shock at the blood spreading over her
blouse. A couple of steps behind him, a stern man in a dark gray suit
watches.
Is it them? the man thinks.
At the entrance to the garden, where the shooter has just run away, a
tall blonde woman dressed all in blue is standing. She's running her
fingers through the leaves of a bush.
No, she thinks. But we're close to the epicenter.
These bushes have been through more loops than the coffee place
had.
The young man is vainly trying to stop the flow of blood from the
girl's wound. The stern man watches, unperturbed.
Is there anyone else here?
The woman lets go of the bush, turns towards the stern man and smiles.
I don't know, she thinks. Something is blocking
me.
We're close, then.
Yes.
The stern man walks up to the young man, grabs him by the shoulders
and pulls him up as if he was weightless.
"What...? Who are you?" the young man says, distraught and confused.
"Is there anyone else here?" the stern man says, placing the youth
firmly on his own feet.
The young man stares at him. "No. Maybe. I don't know, I've got to get
an ambulance for Buffy, he... He shot her!"
"That is not a problem now," the stern man says. "I must know if there
is someone else here, or if you have seen anything strange."
"Not a problem?! She's going to die!"
"That is not my business. Is there anyone else here?"
Steel, the woman in sapphire blue thinks, He's too
traumatized to think. And I think we're about to have another
regression.
In her room, Willow screams.
Willow buttons her white frilly blouse, in front of the mirror in her
room. Tara's standing near her, smiling and looking happy.
"Hey, clothes," Willow says.
"Better not get used to them," Tara says.
Willow smiles. This is the way it should be. This is right.
"Yes, ma'am," she says.
She should be happy. She tries to make herself be happy. She grabs
Tara by the belt, pulls her in close and kisses her passionately.
"Mmm... You know they're coming, right?" Tara says.
"Not quite the reaction I was aiming for," Willow says.
"I'm sorry," Tara says. "But there's not much time."
She looks like she's bathed in darkness, although the room is
perfectly bright.
"You'll have to do it again," Tara says. "Before they stop you."
Willow crosses her arms protectively over her chest and sits down on
the bed.
"Tara, I don't want to," she says. "Can't you just stay? Just move
away from the window. Let's go to another room. Let's go eat!"
She stands up again, suddenly filled with hope that she's solved the
problem, that she can avoid the pain. She takes Tara's hands.
"You must be hungry," she says. "Let's go down to the kitchen and I'll
make you pancakes, ok?"
Tara shakes her head. "Not yet, love," she says. "Not yet. A few more
times, and then I'll be with you forever."
Her eyes are dark, so very dark.
Willow looks pleadingly at her. "I'm afraid," she whispers. "It hurts."
Tara moves in front of the window, her back turned towards it.
"Be brave," she says. A gunshot rings out. The window splinters into a
million tiny sharp crystals.
Blood splatters over Willow's white frilly blouse.
The stern man and the woman in blue are walking down a Sunnydale
street. They have left the center of the town behind them, and are a
fair way into the more residential areas. The woman stops.
The man stops as well, turns and looks questioningly at her.
Sapphire? he thinks.
She tilts her head a little. Steel, can you remember how we got
here?
He frowns. How we got here? We walked, I... No, you're right, I
can't. Time-slip?
She shakes her head. More like a regression, she thinks.
We're repeating time we've already been through.
What's doing it? he thinks. Something from
outside?
She shakes her head again. No, it feels like it's the work of a
human. There may still be an outside force making the human do it, of
course.
Either way, we have to find whatever is doing it and make it
stop.
Yes, she thinks.
In the distance, shots are fired.
"I made it," Willow says, smiling.
"You sure did," Tara says. "And now we have a long time to play before
I get shot."
Willow blinks. "You remember that? I though I'd be the only one to
remember."
"We were both at the center of the magic," Tara says. "I remember. And
I know we're moving back to that time."
"I can bring you back again," Willow says.
"I know you can."
Willow frowns. "But then I'll just have to do it again. And again and
again and again..."
Tara hushes her. "No, you won't," she says, and the shadows play over
her face. "I didn't came back fully this time. A few more times and I
will. Then we can break the cycle and be together forever."
"Forever?" Willow asks, not sure that she likes the sound of that.
Forever sounds very, very long. But then, she can't imagine
ever wanting to leave Tara, so she guesses it's OK.
"Forever," Tara says, and for some reason a chill goes through Willow
when she does.
"I'm cold," she says.
Tara pulls playfully on her hair.
"So come here and let me warm you up," she says.
Willow eagerly falls into her lover's embrace. As she closes in to
kiss her beloved, she pretends not to see the darkness moving in her
eyes.
Sapphire carries two large cups of coffee over to the small round table
in the Espresso Pump where Steel is waiting, puts them down and sits
across from him.
So why have we been called here? he thinks. What
date is it anyway?
The seventh of May two-thousand and two, Sapphire
replies. Again, she adds.
Steel looks at her. Again?
She languidly sips her coffee, as if she had all the time in the world.
Again, she thinks when Steel looks properly annoyed.
It's been this day once before.
Well, that explains why we were sent, he thinks. He
doesn't touch his coffee. Do we know what caused it?
Sapphire shakes her head. Let's go look, she thinks.
The window shatters in a cloud of glass fragments. Blood spatters all
over the red-haired girl's white shirt.
"Your shirt..." the blonde girl between the window and the redhead
says, before she falls to the floor. The redhead rushes towards her
lover, her face transforming with shock.
"Tara?" she says, pulling her head into her lap. "Tara? Baby?"
There is no reaction.
"Baby, come on!" she says, desperation breaking her voice. "Get up!"
But her baby is still. Below her, blood stains the carpet.
Tears are trickling down the redhead's face. She cradles the blonde's
head in her arms. She rocks back and forth, mumbling half-felt
unbelieving negations that nobody hears.
She hunches down further, and suddenly it occurs to her that she's not
feeling her lover's breath. Her beloved isn't breathing.
In her mind, something snaps.
She uncurls, looks straight up, seeing nothing. Her eyes are solid
black. A faint red spark appears deep within the blackness. Quickly,
so quickly, it swells, making her eyes glow brilliant pain-red.
She can feel the forces gather in her. The pain and the frustration
and the loss and the sadness combine into a huge night-black
thing, a thing of tremendous destructive power. She can feel
it clawing at the walls around it, trying to tear down the walls of
her mind and the walls of reality itself. Some small part within her
knows that she shouldn't let it lose, that it'll just bring grief. But
that small part is quickly shouted down. If she's been hurt, why
shouldn't they be?
Screwing her eyes shut, Willow screams.
