To Sleep, Perchance to Dream
Calle Dybedahl
They called the city Alqualonde, and Buffy loved watching the sun rise
and paint its white palaces with golden light. Waking up when the
eastern sky started to pale, she'd extricate herself from Galadriel's
embrace and go out on their marble-clad terrace to stand there and
watch, as naked as the day she was born. Sometimes, as the light
traveled down the elegant spires of the city, she would take one of
her lover's slender swords, and with it she would dance the dance of
death that used to be her life.
"Do you like the blade, my beautiful?" Galadriel said one such morning
as Buffy finished her dance, polished steel stretched towards the deep
blue sky, catching the first rays of sun to reach the terrace. "It is
yours, if you do."
"Oh, I can't," she said, easing off to her normal stance and lowering
the sword. "I mean, I sure like it and all, but it's, like, fabulously
made and it must've cost more than I spent on clothes in my entire
life, so it's really too much."
Galadriel stepped out onto the terrace, her inhumanly slender body
catching the sun and almost making Buffy lose her breath with sheer
preternatural beauty.
"I made it," she said. "Now I give it to you."
"You made this?! Get real! Not that I don't believe you, but
this is serious craftsmanship. Craftswomanship. Whatever. It takes a
lifetime of practice to get this goo..."
Her voice trailed off as the meaning of her words reached her brain.
"Oh," she said. "Right. You've had thousands of those. So I guess
spending two or three on making a sword is no biggie for you."
Galadriel laid her arms on Buffy's shoulders and kissed her gently on
the forehead.
"When I made it, I thought it flawed," she said. "It is too thick, to
heavy for me. But now I see that my hands knew more than my head, and
that it is perfect for you who were yet to come. Its thickness and
heft matches your muscular body so well, my stocky little lover."
Buffy smiled. "Thank you," she said. A mischievous glint appeared in
her eye. "But you have to let me repay you at least a little."
"I have to?"
Buffy slowly ran the fingers of her left hand up the inside of
Galadriel's thigh. "Oh yeah. You do," she said.
"Again?" Galadriel asked. "It is but hours since we last made love."
"Well, there's got to be an upside to the whole mortality thing."
The elven princess' laugh rang like silver bells. "Far be it from me
to deny you your nature, little one," she said. "Do your desires allow
us time to reach the bed, or at least the bench by the wall?"
Buffy grinned. "Start walking and see how far you get," she said.
If she liked sunset over Alqualonde less than sunrise, it was not
because it was any less beautiful. As dusk fell, lanterns began to
glow and bathed the city in many-coloured fire, starting down in the
harbor by the white swan-shaped ships and ending in the spires where
eagles lived. The elves sang and danced and ate and drank and loved,
and Buffy had stopped wondering where the food and drink came from.
This was paradise. Or at least a paradise. She was not the
only human here, but all the others were Slayers past their
expiration dates, just like her. She'd briefly met some of them, but
since all they had in common was past pain, they tended to stay apart.
There were more than enough elves around for them not to feel alone.
Although not all of them had managed to snag themselves a princess, as
Buffy had.
"Have you lived here long?" Buffy asked, as they returned to their
home after a day of sailing.
"By your measure, a very long time. By mine, a very brief one."
She had great difficulty getting her head around Galadriel's age.
Sure, Angel and Spike had been way older than herself, but the elf was
in entirely different league. She was not just much older, she was
thousands of times older. When she was born, Buffy's species
didn't exist. It kept surprising her that they could even communicate,
much less get along.
"I must seem very young and naive to you."
"You are new and fresh to me. Never before have I met one such as you.
You are unique. You are a source of wonder."
"I bet you say that to all the girls."
The scent of night-blooming flowers lay heavy over the terrace. From
far below came the sound of harps and singing, an old ballad telling
of wars and woe and loves lost. Lanterns of gold and silver spread
their soft light, turning night into magical dusk.
Galadriel sat down on the marble bench by the wall. "Come," she said.
"Sit here with me."
Buffy sat down on the sun-warmed stones next to the bench, putting her
head in Galadriel's lap and closing her eyes.
Galadriel's fingers trailed through her hair. "Are you tired, my
dear?" she asked.
"A bit."
"So sleep."
"Mmm, I don't want to move from here."
"So stay."
Buffy smiled. "I like it here," she said. "It's peaceful. No fear. No
doubt. Just peace."
"Sssh. Sleep."
Buffy put her arms around Galadriel's waist, held her close.
"Sing to me?" she said.
Galadriel sang. In a language older than mankind, older than sun and
moon, she sang of peace, of rest and of blissful sleep in a lover's
embrace. Galadriel sang, and Buffy slept as only a lifetime of
exhaustion can make you sleep.
All day Galadriel had felt forces gathering around the human girl.
They were not forces she knew. They were something from the new world,
the world of humankind that she had long ago left behind. Still, she
could feel what they were trying to do. She could feel them grow
stronger, as the preparations of the witch guiding them grew closer to
fruition.
As the night grew older she wove magic into her song, magic that spoke
sleep to her lover. Now and then Buffy would mumble and shift, as
dreams flew through her mind. But she didn't wake. Galadriel made sure
of that.
She sat still, fingers still playing with the girl's blonde hair, as
the forces calling the Slayer back to the land of the living grew
stronger. A few more hours remained, but what were they in a span like
hers? She could sit like this for weeks or months, if need be.
Not waking Buffy, this night of all nights, was need enough. To give
her lover one last night of perfect rest. As the head resting in her
lap grew lighter and less substantial, she closed her eyes and cast
her memory back to the days of the Two Trees, to the days when the
song she was singing had been composed. She sang, and she remembered,
as the weight and warmth of Buffy slowly went away.
Eventually, alone, she rose and fetched the sword that lay beside the
bed they had shared. Pointing it at the sliver of sun just breaking
the horizon, she began to dance.
